默契

我想，越想解释自己，就会越不被理解。

也许自我是无法被解释的；每每解释，也许都会不自觉地自圆其说，尝试把遗憾美化，试图给固执找美好的借口，将害怕包装成对世事的无奈。

于是说出口的关于自己，到底有多少是真实的自己，竟然不得而知。

并不是故意隐藏，也不是故意疏远；也许只是，习惯距离，害怕靠近以后会产生的期待。

最近心情总是起起落落，患得患失，离真正的自己到底是远了还是近了呢？我想，大概想不通的。

刚刚关上电脑，扭开电视，刚好看到喜剧" The Love Guru"。傻傻地笑了一顿，暂时忘却了复杂的是是非非，虚虚实实。也许，到了最后，我只想简简单单地真心欢笑而已。

戏里出现了一首歌 "More Than Words"，不可思议地让我觉得很喜欢。



More Than Words

Saying I love you,
Is not the words,
I want to hear from you,
It's not that I want you,
Not to say but if you only knew,
How easy,
it would be to show me how you feel,

More than words,
is all you have to do,
to make it real,
Then you wouldn't have to say,
that you love me,
Cause I'd already know,

What would you do,
if my heart was torn in two,

More than words to show you feel,
That your love for me is real,

What would you say,
if I took those words away,

Then you couldn't make things new,
Just by saying I love you,

It's more than words,
It's more than what you say,
It's the things you do,
oh yeah,
It's more than words,
It's more than what you say,
It's the things you do,
oh yeah,

Now that I've tried to,
talk to you and make you understand,
All you have to do,
is close your eyes,
And just reach out your hands,
and touch me,
Hold me close don't ever let me go,

More than words,
is all I ever needed you to show,
Then you wouldn't have to say,
that you love me,
Cause I'd already know,

What would you do,
if my heart was torn in two,

More than words to show you feel,
That your love for me is real,
What would you say,
if I took those words away,
Then you couldn't make things new,(no no)
Just by saying I love you.....


也许，真正的我，也并不是字句言语可以解释的。也许，只是需要一点默契。